bad night last nite
I FOUND out that my bf might be going bck to jail for 6 months.. i hate this stupid shit.. every thing was so good and he beats sum one up.. i guess when tomorrow comes and hes not at skewl ill kno if he is still here.. and I HOPE AND I PRAY that he stays and dosent get locked up... i was up all nigth crying.. i felt sum feelings that iv never felt befor.. it was like i was mad but upset to the worst degree and i was mad at my self.. but today was bad.. i was tired and felt like shit.. skewl sucks ass i hate it.. but after skewl i went and hung out with Allie and Brittany my all time 2 best friends right now.. there here for me! when ever i need them.. i love them sooooo much! but now im home i talked to joel a lil bit ago and he seems pretty upset... but tahts it for now..


